31 Jan - Go out conplaining

So today.... boring boring and lonley.... sometimes i cant stand living here... ages away from life.... but then some times i love it.....hunting at my back door step.... complaints.... nah didnt think so...

So today its raining.... that sums it up.... im in a bit of a downer of a mood... but thought i would write my blog to see what i accomplish....

This is my second to last day of freedom.... back to school... get to see people ;D... and i would like to tell a mate.... im still guna help you.... and yea i havent forgotton.... oh yea all those who read said blog.... im currently avoiding people on FB chat so just go on msn or msg me.... if you want to talk to me.... i dont think im avoiding anyone that reads this.... i wonder if anyone still does.... hmmmm....

The thought of the day.... some advice to a mate

'Theres light at the end of the tunnel.... even if it takes a stick or two of Dynamite to find it'

Now.... song of the day..... A awsome song that I spoz could inspire me to get out of this mood.... i must remeber to play it on repeat later on....

Show Me How To Live - Audioslave

30 Jan - Re-awaken

So today... woke up felt like doing something... so started punching nails in mums floor... gave up on that.... got rather boring... so i decided to ring my brother so i could dag our lambs before they would get blown.... mum thought this was a stupid idea.... what would you know... one was blown.... not that bad but still bad enough to need treetment.... luckily it was a little shit of a thing so it wouldve been next years house mutton anyway....

'You try drop hippo while i finish dagging this pen'

This was what my brother told me... we were daging in turns.... this is what i said...

'Aww yerp.... was that surpost ta be hard....'

First try XD...

'well then flip that pink nosed bitch'

'So when is this surpost ta get hard???'

So yea for those that dont know... hippo is a stud sufock ewe (probily 4 tooth) and amber (the pink nosed bitch) is a poll dorset stud ewe.... not that this would mean anything to you guys but they probily weigh about ateast 120 kgs.... so yea i was out classed in the department of weight (im only 80kg)

so that was my day.... it would mean jack shit to you guys but....... i dagged my first ewe and this is a milestone in my eyes....

The title??? yesterday i was in a lazy mood and today is me in the opisote of that.... oh yea and today i also mowed my roadside.... you guys probily think 'pffft'.... it was long over due and our lawn mower didnt like 4 inches of rain..... not to all.... keep lawn mowers undercover

Song of the day..... a message to what has been a good mate latily

I'll be your crying sholder - Audioslave

29 Jan - You call that a knife

So as today goes.... I went to town..... The end

Nah I did more than that in town.... i brought me a new knife..... since i just got payed.... was guna buy some more .222 ammo but they only had the cheap shit.... so yea i brought a tape adaptor for my ipod instead.... now i dont have to buy new speakers.... be-arches...

'Well with them.... Bullet hits goat.... goat walks away.... but with the Winchester ones.... Bullet hit goat.... goat rolls down hill.... Alex kill goat with shiny new knife.... Shiny new knife not so shiny'

That is how i explained the difference between the highland ammo and Winchester ammo.... note for all readers (not that you would care....) there is a reason why highland is only $30 a box....

The songs of today.... i dont know why they just need to be said

Hero of War - Rise Against
Hands Held High - Linkin' Park

28 Jan - A Daggers Run

So anyway this is my proper post for today....

It has been a basic day.... got up worked... came home and now i plan on sleeping...

This is going to be a boring post for all those that are reading this for my 'deep and meaningful' post.... done plenty of them lately... so anyway for the limited few that dont know.... my work today was dagging.... yesterday dagged a mob of lambs.... 3 1/2 hours with no music.... that was why i thought.... now today by my self i daged a mob bigger by my self... the only difference i had music... so i didnt think much.... it took just over a run for me to finish what was surpost to take me a day.... so i am rather proud at the moment.... and the thought for the day is something i got told about daggers by a dagger and i find it amusing....

'Dagger grab sheep... Dagger dag sheep..... Dagger drinks beer..... its not that hard.... only required the top inch of your brain...'

Probily wont find it as funny as me but i had a laugh.... anyway that explains why u thought about my 4 piece puzzle so much....

Any way.... the song of the day
Working Class Man - Jimmy Barnes

28 Jan - Progress

Right this is a post for this morning only... its just a something that i want to post.... just because i can

Progress is progress
Even when its wearing a hat

I think tonight im guna do something  with that.... But now i have to work....

This posts song...

I am the Highway - Audioslave

27 Jan - A perfect world

I once got told

is this your idea of a perfect world

and let me say.... the worlds not perfect but let me say.... the world is far from perfect.... i  live for the moment.... and it is scary... i will admit but its fun... like a bullet leaving the barrel... you wont stop until your happy... and im happy... for once in  a while and its scary 3 people know why and its just... im lost for words...


song of the post

Here without you - 3 Doors Down

27 Jan - Blame game

So today im writing this as the day goes on so it will sound stuffed up sometimes....

Its been a rather uneventful day so far (12.30pm) so i decided to get a start on my blog...

Got up and listened to music.... for about 3 hours and though about the last few days.... and yes i have already thought of my song of the day but i might add another one on to the list if i see fit....

Anyway got up had some food... like normal.... texted jack to inform him that our full group teacher is not Mrs Beaver.... we were shocked as this was one fine arse to look at in group... LOL (you would understand if you have seen the beav-a-nator)

And yea there is nothing to do really.... SHOCKED... PU2 is going into town so i cant go hunting... *mumble* now i have a week to kill and nothing to do... so bored.... any ideas????

Just proved to mum that im better than you at scrable.... YEAH!!!!

I have know life....

So... just updated my restruant... trying a new layout for extra money....just realise i gave away all my stoves and drink things so if it doesnt work... he is fooked... o well

Anyway this had been a lazy day so nothing to write about.... but i will leave writing the rest till tonight.... no dout someone will give me a reason to complain!!!

Now just after i finished writing that i went to work.... only 3 hours but still a good work out.... and that gave me an idea.... the thought of the day...

'What is love but the blame game'

And i thought of a few more songs for today that you MUST listen to.... but yea the first one is aimed at one person(as least harsh as it could be) and the last to are aimed at the other party.... obvious when you listen

So anyway.... i have decided to try chip away at a few issues..... obvious the one im guna try first...

So anyway the songs of the day

Superman - Five for Fighting
The Pretender - Foo Fighters
Change - Good Charlotte

26 Jan - Day of Days

So yesterday i mentioned karmar and how i got what i deserved.... this is true and i would like to mention not all karmar is bad.... a couple of days I was helping a mate through a hard time.... and on her blog she posted something i told her but those words that helped her.... helped me....

'After every battle you gain a yard...

After every battle you gain a yard...

That was your battle...

Now gain your yard'

Now these words I have sed to many people and it has helped them... now im just thankful that they have helped me...

Just while I'm on the topic of yesterday.... two things were told to me.... first of all... i got told.... if you dont understand this i have made the right decision.... so i would like to say i do understand it and i respect it.... i dont agree but i do understand.... that was me making my peace.... now secondly.... i got told i dont wish what she has done to you on to you(muddled up a bit but yea) so i would like to say that.... i know you dont wish for it but i deserve it so let what has been done lie.... like a wounded stag.... i will roar into the wind once again...

so that was almost 'What if? part III'

So now onto a new day... I woke up and did what i normally do... listen to music.... this is probily why my mind is so clear... 2 songs spoke to me but arent guna be the song of the day.... those songs were 'Outside - Staind' and 'Dont stop dancing - Creed' for reasons that are obvious when you listen to the lyrics not just the sound...

Anyway today was my sign in day.... they stuffed up my maths but that was good... my year nine maths teacher is back from england so i caught up with him... then we went and got my school stuff..... $$$... so expensive.... all i got was a new bag sandels a shirts.... i dont like spending money....

After that we went to see my sister and my little nefew.... he is really lively now.... so cute.... but than had to listen to.... poor natalie shes so list.... Im so worried.... She can do better.... Honstly I dont give a fuck!!! she made her bed let her sleep in it... but that is a family matter...

Anyway finally made it home.... now something i havent done is possum bashing.... so when i heard mum saw a possum ran into the calf shed.... GAME ON!!!... armed with my old trusty possuming hammer and a pitch fork that possum was gone.... now my brothers were ledgendary at this.... skill i envy.... but im not that bad... got him in the end and that thrill of the kill.... why i hunt i didnt think i would get it from hunting a possum but i did.... the reason i hunt.... the adreilin of the shot.... or in this case the hamer.... is worth it this is probily why i am so calm atm... yes i know its strange but its true....

So Im writing this as the day goes through... and i have just watched 'Band of brothers' so if your wondeing thats where my title comes from.... yet to think of a true meaning to it but i should think of one before i publish....

So any way it started to rain.... with this weather what do you expect.... and i had a brain wave and went for a run.... in the pooring rain.... then it hit me.... Day of Days.... this is the day to get over the last few days... and i beleve i have....

With a mixture of the kill and an ephifany shows me the importance of my quote.... this was my battle i have gained my yard.... im just curious to see what it was... this indeed is a Day of Days

Song of the day... again you need to listen to the lyrics rather than just the music....

Roadside - Rise Against

25 Jan - What if... part II

Yea i know this is a double post but i need to get this off my chest

Im just guna say it.... What if she does it again?

Nah this time its different...

words straight from her mouth and i beleved them...

For once i was happy... i had a reason to smile... had being the key word...

like a knife straight through the heart...

This time i thought it was different but spoz karma strikes again...

So this is when i say sorry to Rach Beka Keryn and all the other girls i miss lead... i got a taste of my own medicine and i guess it serves me right... now i know how you feel but it still doesnt make it alright... maybe one day ill learn my leason... hopefully...

as this is another post it deserves its own song

One Last Breath - Creed

25 Jan - What if?

So today....

First sunny day in a while so i fought i would do all the jobs i can find.... did them except one.... turns out the lawn mower doesnt like large amounts of rain....

So this is where my title comes in.... What if?

As many of my friends know me left alone to my thoughts is not a good things.... i think alot and this is where my downfall is.... i have been called good to talk to.... and such a positve guy.... but yea when im not thinking.... so anyway...

What if?

That has gone through my head a million times and it basicly has been comfermed by a mate who isnt to flash in my opinion lately....

What if?

What if I do like her.... im not as cruel as many people think.... as much as people say about me they dont know everything about me...

What if?

What if I could be happy for once.... Positive yes.... but not happy.... im still searching for my silver lining...

What if?

What if this could make sense...

But all these what if's...

Spoz i have to do what is 'best' for other people.... either way someones going get hurt....

The mate that recomend this blog to me does a photo a day.... I'm guna do a song a day..... today self explainatory!

What if - Creed

24 Jan - D-Day

So this is my first post...

This is a sugestion from a good mate.... i have learnt alot about her in her blog so this is my turn to share the knowledge....

Starting tomorow of cource!