Wednesday, March 31, 2010

The Pine

So I will tell you a simple fact

So a tree, a pine
Cut of the 'lower' branches
the tree will grow tall
segmented
and easy to break
One branch above the others

Now cut off the terminal branch,
The tree will grow wide
and strong, equal

No simple wind will blow over that tree

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Alex... You lost too... Yerp!

So today, 6th day in the row getting up at 6:30, had a shower and went to Bens. After that ventured into fielding, Explored the garage sails. Then walked lengths of the town before raiding Liz's. Turns out she keeps fish next to the stove for fast cooking, has a fishing cat and also a pelican... WTF?

So then we went to pick up Rose from the place with the two arses. Awkward 101. A very quite car ride with Liz's sister rolling her eyes at me more times then the wheels turned. So there we were on our way to the world famous, freaky, WHITE plaza. Man I got lost.

So it was pretty easy to decide we should watch a movie.... the hard part was which one. We decided on the hurt locker with a close 2nd of men who stare at goats *cough cough*

So we had time to kill and once we figured out how to get back home. We did some window shopping if you know what I mean.

Yea the rest is pretty much useless info apart from that I got bested by 4 lil tiny pieces of fudge. I was shocked. And btw hurt locker is awesome. I want to shoot goats like the ones on there... about 15 .223 bullets right around them and they barely moved.

So yea I can say I actually enjoyed palmy for once... *brag over*

Friday, March 26, 2010

Foot note

I just realised the last post got more sympathy for the moose than for me

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

What comes up must go down!

This is my formal-ish my apologies to the people I spent the afternoon with. I wanted to be happy I really did but I found it impossible. Something bugged me. A couple of people know why I should've been happy but I couldn't. Even with who was there. I just couldn't. The reason?

Ok it started in maths. (tune out here if you want)

Someone got a achieved in her test. How could she. This is a tragedy. Everyone around her got similar grade but she cant accept the fact that she got an achieved since she tries. News flash bitch. So does everyone else. Be happy with your fucking grade and even if you aren't don't fucking bring everyone else down!

And yes there is more. Ag, a subject I really try to get good grades in. I slaved my ass out and only got an achieved. She happened to get a merit, but that wasn't good enough was it. No way, she needed an excellence. Hence the really origin of the world renowned moose. As in the god boy, my protection trick as such. One way to block out the fact that she isn't doing well enough even though she does better than me, and when she gets the same grade. Woah! stop the world something must be wrong!

She just doesn't get the fact that other people try as well and just accept the fact and even if you don't... don't bring others down.

The moose has another reason, it cheers people up. But it is so immature so 2 people in our group stop me doing it (Rebecca this isn't you) even though it cheers up the most depressed members of our group, and our group can get really depressed at times. So who cares if someone tries cheer people up, its immature and since were all like 16 and 17 we have to be so mature because we are in the big wide world and people being depressed obviously don't want to be cheered up! (sarcasm in that last statement)

(tune back in here)

So that was my bitch and I really do feel sorry for being a downer. O really should've been happy since Liz was there, and also I had energy drink and chocolate. Also I brought Band of Brothers and I am still downer. That is a testament to how much I am affected buy this! I tried people, I tried to cheer you guys up but obviously it isn't good enough!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Hey hey... I am in computers, and I am a moose!

Monday, March 22, 2010

Fence Post

So this post is really post to try and encourage you guys, and Rachel XP to right more blogs. ENCOURAGE

Sunday, March 21, 2010

I am sure there is a random fish controling the world

So I think I have enough stuff to write about (3 things)

Item 1= As a update from the last post. Me and mum are booking the flights for October so I can go to the Telford taster week. And just so you guys know this will almost defently be my last year at school. Even though I am academicly able(to much of some of your guys surprises) I am defently not academicly focused... at all.

Item 2= I was talking to my brother  last night and he offered for me to come and stay in the July holidays for some work and no dout about it a hunt of some sort. I love it down there and that's not all, mum offered to pay for my flights down south, and to Telford. YES

Now Item 3= the reason  I was talking to my brother. On Saturday the ram got out, yea no big deal but since it is tupping (yes Firefox it is a word) he is territorial and took to our goat. Turns out angry ram + tied up goat= sore ram( thanks to me) + unicorn... yes our goat is a unicorn. It took allot to get the ram away from him but he has now had a horn broken of at the skull. Tomorrow night Brett is coming to look at the goat but it will probably end up with him getting shot so it is sad

So my weekend has been filled with highs and lows

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Normal essay... I mean blog

So as my 102nd post It deserves a 'normal' approach. 3 things are happening in my life, life troubles, gun troubles and girl troubles.

So first of all I will explain the life issue. Today at lunch I went to the Telford meeting and it looks cool. I also read up of scholarships and costs and it doesn't actually seem impossible. More like easy and fun so I am going to try and go to the October since it will only cost me about $400. So I think I might actually go to a training school straight after school. Allot to think about and I am excited.

Now this will be the paragraph most of you will skip so stop reading here. Anyway for those who are interested. I was going to get the SKS SA 7.62x39 which is cheep but hard to find ammo. Basically my brother said I shouldn't and go for a bolt action. This is when I turned to Reloaders and found the Mossberg 4x4 in 25-06 for $865 Synthetic and Blued. This is more expensive than the SKS but is a bolt action and a easier cal.

Now, all those who are going to bitch about/be offended by my love life stop reading here. Did you guys really think I would post this on her. Don't make me laugh. This is something people know about but also thanks to someone's blog, allot more people will realise. So I shall end this topic here.

This concludes my essay, I mean blog and I am in a really  good mood so if anyone wants something done ask now and then I shall spear your feelings when I say no XP. I am guessing you guys only read the first paragraph.

Friday, March 12, 2010

The 100th post.

So with this I say my 100th post(between both blogs)

I anonce that I have decided to open my doors. The persuading comment. Jose. Thanks for them they helped and you should ignore me I vote for Alec the drama king

Fate of this blog

So I have had allot of people ask me not to close this down.

I still will it just needs to be done ok.

I wanted to do it for a long time and there is a time to end everything. Words hurt and this is a way to minimise the pain.

So unless someone convinces me otherwise, tommorow night is the end.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Note

To all those who accuse me for being a snob (rose)

I have a new MSN!

Clearing things up

So this is a post to clear up reasons of why I did what I did

My actions are just, to have someone ask you for help and then you give them help is fine. But for them to give up hope and reject that help because it was hard. That is the reason why I am not guna help said person with her issues. It is ok to ask for help. You guys will think my actions are wrong. They are not. I want to help but if someone doesn't meet me half way I refuse to do so.

Now me closing my blog, A couple of days a mate asked for help. Everyone helped so I thought I could get help from an issue I have. Only one person 'helped' and it strongly sounded like said person was trying to have a go at me.

The well of life will remain closed and the hunters blade will be closed on  Saturday night so all can get a chance to view this post.

"end of bureaucracy"

More updates may be posted before Saturday

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

...

Nah fuck this... ask for advice get shot down... conceder my blogs closed

Anger is a weapon for pain

So... I write this in computers... after listening to people talk about me behind my back and it is so *&^% (blog censored due to school computers)

What I said was harsh but I am sick of seeing people give up on themselves

And plus people give people advice in support and then shoot me down. I agree with ben (*^^**&(* *&(*Y )

Song. Which I am listening to

Slow Chemical - Finger Eleven

Monday, March 8, 2010

advice

So me is in a pickle...

Mmmmmm pickle

No Alex this is a serious post!

I wana know what does it mean when you like 2 people, one is so close, the other is so far away

Just like the above issue, I have 2 songs

Forget it - Breaking Benjamin
Slow Chemical - Finger Eleven

Sunday, March 7, 2010

THIS IS SPARTA... yea maybe not

So this weekend has been awesome...

So much to think about!

So much information from a friend and learnt allot about said friend.

Next weekend has the potential to be better, working. Yes! Build up the guns (ladies magnets)

You guys would know that I have my tough times. This is defently not one of then. Awesome!

But what I need is sleep, that is if I can pry myself away from msn.

The song for this post... is tough.

Forget it - Breaking Benjamin

Saturday, March 6, 2010

The Key To Life

 Well...

Mega awesome weekend. So far that is. All it takes is food (endless supply from mum) coke facebook and a good friend.

Oh the stories.

Too bad, too bad.

Guy stuff XD

Song...
Show me how to live - Audioslave

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Boobies

I can say that I spent the afternoon playing with breasts. Not that will appeal to any of the readers since the only readers are girls.

Got my self an afternoon job for a while, shit job, shit pay.

The song for this very short post
The Pretender - Foo Fighters

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

The Tears of the Lost

So today full of energy thanks to 2 energy drinks.

Found out that no one noticed me at lunch. Yay for me. Finish/started dovetail joint. Finally.

I am stopping this daily blog hence the lack of the date and only posting when I want. I hope that suit your expectations since my other style hasn't.

Any how I am still going to do a song a post
Freak - Silverchair

Monday, March 1, 2010

27 Feb-1 March - 3 Day week end

So now I think I have enough to write about

On Saturday slept, got up and when for a goat shoot. Saw nothing, not a single goat. 4 hours walking for nothing. 4 hours walking in midday heat. A didn't see a single goat. Then I went to Ben's and blew/lit stiff on fire.

On Sunday got home, slept. Then wired extra speakers into my stereo.

Today, slept. Went to town. Slept. Now just finished some more firewood and found out that my stereo cant handle two extra speakers. It goes into 'protection mode'

So now I have to go back to school and get given shit for various reasons, and then go to see my mates then get given more shit. Cant wait.

Things to do, sleep. I need more sleep.

Songs, for numerous reasons.
Show Me How To Live - Audioslave
Epiphany - Staind
Dance With You - Live
I Feel You - 3 Doors Down
Little Things - Good Charlotte