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So I have been dreading breaking my 69 posts in this blog but now I have 70.

Nothing much happening, school and lending my shoulder for peepz to cry on.

The reason for this post.

All you have a mission.

Grab a piece of paper and write 'I AM AWESOME' on it in big writing and put it somewhere where you will see it every morning before you have a chance to thing 'bad' thoughts. Like on your mirror. This is no joke. Do it. Leave it for a week and see how your self confidence improves. Just do it, ALL OF YOU

I am serious. Do it!

My 133th post

Crowded streets are cleared away
One by One
Hollow heroes separate
As they run

You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Strong men die

Show me how it ends it's alright
Show me how defenceless you really are
satisfied and empty inside
Well, that's alright, let's give this another try

If you find your family, don't you cry
In this land of make-believe, dead and dry

You're so cold, but you feel alive
Lay your hand on me one last time

Show me how it ends it's alright
Show me how defenceless you really are
satisfied and empty inside
Well, that's alright, let's give this another try

Show me how it ends it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
satisfied and empty inside
Well, that's alright, let's give this another try

It's alright

The kiwi and a cat

"A rose is a key, in the hands of the a poet"

So this is a thought, pretty much a inspiration to all. Even though this week is a major improvement from last. People still need to cheer up more. The meaning of the quote, life is what you make it.

So anyway, a simple recall from the last few days. I had school. Nope nothing excyting happened apart from... In a moment of confidence I confided in a friend. She agreed with me which was thankful... so no more treading lightly. Don't worry it wasn't about any of you guys. All of you agree with me. I think. Just 'lol'

So this concludes this post. Now comment!

Yea you!

I love the fact that when people read my posts and then attack me for them. But without the need to make sure their point is completely unjust. Yea I said it. Now I will not name names unlike the person that had a more directive attack at me, but she has named me more than once in her previous posts.

My post before, yea it was harsh, but it was a shock to the system that should wake you up. I wish to quote it for a stronger argument. "I don't care about your crying, because you shouldn't need to be crying" and also I never said stop posting, I said your awesome.

So thank you for the blog fodder even though your idea of fodder is way of, and a message to all. Attack me and I will retaliate. Man I am grumpy... where is my coffee!

Listen up bitches and jess!

So right where do I start. This is a post aimed at me as well as you!

You need to stop crying all your life. So I am not her to give you a shoulder to cry on or listen to your sad story or other bullshit and then say everything is fine. I don't give a shit about your crying!

I don't care if you are sad... why? Because you shouldn't be sad. I know this is a serious matter and all but seriously it happens to all of us.

You know really I couldn't get a girl friend if I have tried and the one I do like is fucking miles away. My family doesn't give to shits about me and see me as extra weight. I try my hardest at school and manage to scrap through and have to listen to lectures about how they should've got excellence when you struggled to get merit. But you know what?

I AM FUCKING AWESOME

People go through this shit everyday and you know what who cares. So grab a beer and enjoy life. Celebrate those who gave there lives so we could hate ours!

You know what your real problem is, you don't want to accept that you are awesome, sad and depressed it more of your style. You go through hard times just like everyone else. So smile what decent person doesn't go through hard times all the time. Enjoy life you deserve everything you wanted from a fairy castle to that last baked bean that gets stuck in the bottom of the tin!


YOU

ARE

AWESOME

So start fucking acting it!

This applies to every reader of the blog not just one who often post her feelings and this shouldn't stop anyone from publishing what they do it is more of a shock to the system that should get them to enjoy life!

Highs and Lows

So these holz have been, well interesting.

High, feeling that it was possible.
Low, realising it is impossible and letting her go

High, earning lots of money.
Low, realising that half it has to go to petrol

High, seeing my first wild stag.
High, roaring my first wild stag
High, learning he is a 10+ pointer (big)
Mega low, can't get access to shoot him

High, every third day doing heaps around the house
Low, the other two... nothing.

I guess that one thing went well is that I made a point, and it stuck. I just hope people are aware, that's all I wanted.

So yea I am allowed a emo post to once in a while and I realised what causes them, hanging with my sisters. They just have a knack to bring me down.

Oh and I wanted to comment on so many posts over the holz but I couldn't figure out what to write so as a mass comment... *HUG*

Today

'Today is today, tomorrow is tomorrow but one day you will be close, one day soon'

Random splot over (guna try use that word every post XP)

Today went for a hunt, got a nanny. My first kill for a while. A nice clean shot, wasn't instant but she ran of the rolled down the hill. So practically.


Not that any of the readers give to shits about my day, the reason writing this post. My view still stands and I know many that agree. Not to my exact word but the same idea. So don't think you won because it went quite. The bombing of Japan was silent. So just take my voice serious.

And also, one thing that has been f'n me off, WTF does blog-fodder mean?