What comes up must go down!

This is my formal-ish my apologies to the people I spent the afternoon with. I wanted to be happy I really did but I found it impossible. Something bugged me. A couple of people know why I should've been happy but I couldn't. Even with who was there. I just couldn't. The reason?

Ok it started in maths. (tune out here if you want)

Someone got a achieved in her test. How could she. This is a tragedy. Everyone around her got similar grade but she cant accept the fact that she got an achieved since she tries. News flash bitch. So does everyone else. Be happy with your fucking grade and even if you aren't don't fucking bring everyone else down!

And yes there is more. Ag, a subject I really try to get good grades in. I slaved my ass out and only got an achieved. She happened to get a merit, but that wasn't good enough was it. No way, she needed an excellence. Hence the really origin of the world renowned moose. As in the god boy, my protection trick as such. One way to block out the fact that she isn't doing well enough even though she does better than me, and when she gets the same grade. Woah! stop the world something must be wrong!

She just doesn't get the fact that other people try as well and just accept the fact and even if you don't... don't bring others down.

The moose has another reason, it cheers people up. But it is so immature so 2 people in our group stop me doing it (Rebecca this isn't you) even though it cheers up the most depressed members of our group, and our group can get really depressed at times. So who cares if someone tries cheer people up, its immature and since were all like 16 and 17 we have to be so mature because we are in the big wide world and people being depressed obviously don't want to be cheered up! (sarcasm in that last statement)

(tune back in here)

So that was my bitch and I really do feel sorry for being a downer. O really should've been happy since Liz was there, and also I had energy drink and chocolate. Also I brought Band of Brothers and I am still downer. That is a testament to how much I am affected buy this! I tried people, I tried to cheer you guys up but obviously it isn't good enough!