7 Feb - Cutie

So today.... split some more firewood and yea thats the only thing productive i did....

But i did go see my niece..... cute lil jumper she is.... she didnt like me this time...

so yea today is what you would call un eventful but yea i did read a quote from somewhere

'Dream as if you will live for every... but live as if you will die tomorow'

Im just pissed that i cant claim that as my own inspirational quote.... but yea I thought it will help a few people as they seem to be going through a hard time at the moment..... teenaged girls eh.... you gota..... well yea.... lets just leave it as that....

Song of the day
Meant to Live - Switchfoot

6 Feb - Fence stops rolling rings

So today... been doing firewood...  the fence stops the rings from rolling... too bad its at the bootom of the hill instead of the top... so i had to get the rings and carry them up.... and they are not light rings even... its a good work out.... it will help me build some musle for.... yes when i thought this.... my head sed her name.... but yea that ship has sailed.... so this is when i realised i need to get over my self.... so thats what i did...

So i am starting each week new... cutting loose ends and going for gold.... no ristrictions no red tape just go for it.... hopefully this will work out better than likeing someone for a year.... finally going out with them.... and having them just chuck you out like last nights newspapper....

So this is me starting in a new frame of mind starting now.... thinking of goals.... hmmm

Things i learnt today
- rings hurt when roll over foot
-axe hurts when hits foot
-for a townie.... my brother in law does a decent days work
-watch out for falling trees
-make sure the motor bike is out of the way of said tree
-when going fowards on a bike.... make sure its not in reverse

So today has been a good day... relised some things.... that was when i came home to read a persons blog.... someones caught up on what i say.... yea things are still pissing me off but i had a talk with a mate i havent heard from  and that help a bit.... oh and another one

-everyone wants to talk to me when im going to bed

So the songs
Swing life away - Rise Against
Never too Late - Three Days Grace

5 Feb - Tracing the sholder

So today.... interesting at the least but still nothing to write about.... apart from my teacher asking if i like cats.... EPIC

Im going to stop doing a thought of the day.... since i am publishing poems on here.... well some of them.... they vent feelings easier...

The name of this post.... the moment before you shoot.... you trace your target.... this is me saying im undesive.... but i dont know what about.... as i know i have sed this.... im numb from everything.... i just want one more big thing to happen so it would tip the balance.... between love and hate.... evey and loath..... anger and calm.... any thing.... i want to feel again

Song of the day
Name - Goo Goo Dolls

4 Feb - Ego-Driven Love

So today... faced with a big decission.... to fight or to flee.... most say thats simple but is it.... the 'right' one is the one i want to do which is also the hardest..... do i dont i.... but every now and then the 'wrong' answer seems so right... so easy... so carefree...

'For i am the General envying the Private'

Yes i know last night i wrote poems but i needed to get rid of fustration which is just so.... everywhere... so even though this is probilly the 'right' thing to do tonight.... i can stand it... be true to myself... something i have never done... my closest friends know why this time was different but it still ends the same.... but i must... go down fighting rather than fall fleeing... it wont change anything but hey... im guna try... everyone thinks im a jerk... including the chick that has confessed her undying love for me to many people thinks this so why not...

You call your self indisive and stuborn.... but i say.... meet your match... I am selfish and stuborn so the right is wrong or the right is wrong... i have been told the easy way is wrong.... so i must.... i must.... selfish but i must

The Pretender - Foo Fighters

3 Feb - GAH RAWR MUTTER MUTTER

So today.... school shit aside again because.... the reason i write this is to get the emotional shit off my chest.... and probily why people read it...

So refuring to yesterdays post.... had to smile and wave.... it was a fustrating day at the least... but good thing to know that jack has my back and tells me all..... take that bitch....

any way a mate stood up today and he helped alot (one guess who) and yea the dramas lately he has been the one really that has stoped me killing something.... but he doesnt know that....

"you may think one day after them.... but lemmie say even if there is a after..... it aint guna be you'

Best thought i can think of

Song...
Let Me Go - 3 doors down

2 Feb - Let Die

So yea today was the start of school.... i could honestly say alot of things about it but im not guna because.... well.... read other peoples blogs.... itll say the same thing....

So... anyway most of my posts have a reason behind... this is to get something of my chest.... so anyway today when i thought everything went fine.... and i still think every thing has..... i dont give a shit about your comment... well someone sent me a text.... how couragous of her thoughts about what was happening today.... and this is me saying.... again.... this is harsh but i dont give a flying rats arse in space...... i dont care what you think.... its none of your bisness... nothing to do.... just leave it....

So thats my bitch....

'Let what is dead die... let what is alive live..... dont try to revive.... try to survive'

So thats the thought of the day any how..... oh i got told that my poems/thoughts werent all that bad.... i was pleased XD.... any how song of the day.... nothing to do with the post but its how I'm feeling....

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing - AeroSmith

1 Feb - A Shadow Breaks The Moon Light

So anyway I'm bored and i feel the need to write another blog.... manily because i thought of a new inspirational quote....

But yea would say how my day was but if you guys were like me you would skip this section so im not guna.... yes i just realise.... im bored but im not guna do something that could entertain me for a bit....

So anyway that quote.... my quote...

'When the sun sets you look to the ground and cry...
Why me you utter under your breath...
'Dont cry younging'
Theese words echo from behind
And a shadow breaks the moonlight
A sheperd with a deep voice speaks as he passes
For the sun to rise on a new day
It must set on the old one
So dry those tears girlie
Pick yourself up
Wonder through the night
Dont morn the loss
Wish the gain
And you will descover new treasures'

Ok.... it was surpost to be a quote.... but it turned into a poem ok.... honestly i dont care what you think.... I just write what i want here ok....

Before I make a bigger fool out of myself

Now i have to think of a name for this post before i go so.... im just guna name the poem so the name of the post is the name of the poem ok?

The song of the day.... and inspiration to me through a hard times.... someone who reads this blog should understand me...

So I Need You - 3 Doors Down