4 Feb - Ego-Driven Love

So today... faced with a big decission.... to fight or to flee.... most say thats simple but is it.... the 'right' one is the one i want to do which is also the hardest..... do i dont i.... but every now and then the 'wrong' answer seems so right... so easy... so carefree...

'For i am the General envying the Private'

Yes i know last night i wrote poems but i needed to get rid of fustration which is just so.... everywhere... so even though this is probilly the 'right' thing to do tonight.... i can stand it... be true to myself... something i have never done... my closest friends know why this time was different but it still ends the same.... but i must... go down fighting rather than fall fleeing... it wont change anything but hey... im guna try... everyone thinks im a jerk... including the chick that has confessed her undying love for me to many people thinks this so why not...

You call your self indisive and stuborn.... but i say.... meet your match... I am selfish and stuborn so the right is wrong or the right is wrong... i have been told the easy way is wrong.... so i must.... i must.... selfish but i must

The Pretender - Foo Fighters