26 Feb - Slide

Today was, well to put it nicely. It sucked. Way to boring. Nothing exciting, seriously nothing. Not at all.

The only reason I wanted I am writing this is to not miss a day.

The song?
Slide - Goo Goo Dolls

25 Feb - ERROR, Almost

I was going to do another post like yesterday because to say the least I had a great day. But I am serious fucked off!

Why?

• I am sick of people making jokes at my expense. As a mate pointed out was obvious, and I don't mean this in a mean way but she isn't really social. She still is awesome but she is quite and keeps her head low and even she noticed so it can't be too hard to notice
• I am sick of people  talking about me/laughing at me while I am not even in the conversation, So tempting to smack someone
• I wish I had a third reason so this argument sounded better

So I will do a song
Down Poison - 3 Doors Down

24 Feb - ERROR

This comment has been removed due to large amounts of frustration at the moment.

23 Feb - 2nd

FUCKING AMAZING to say the least.

Now I get the idea people arn't listening to the songs so I am guna post the lyrics of yesterdays song

all the tension in the world today
all the little girls fillin up the world today
when the good comes to bad the bad comes to good
but im a live my life like i should (like i should)
now all the critics wanna hit it
shit can ever did it
just because they dont get it
but ill stay fitted
knew there commited
now this red cap gets a wrap from these critics
do we always gotta cry (gotta cry)
do we always gotta live inside a lie (live inside a lie)
lifes just a blast
its movin really fast
better stay on top
or life will kick you in the ass
follow me into a solo
remember that,kid
so what you wanna do
and where you gonna run
when your starin down the cable of my
might put it at your grill like gun
Limp Bizkit is rockin the set
its like russian roulette
when your placin your bet
so dont be upset
when your broke
and your done
cuz im a be the one til i jet(im a be the one til i jet)
i know why you wanna hate me
i know why you wanna hate me
i know why you wanna hate me
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
i know why you wanna hate me
i know why you wanna hate me
now i know why you wanna hate me
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
why you wanna hate me
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
why you wanna hate me
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
does anybody really know the secret
or the combination for this life
and where they keep it
its kinda sad when u dont know the meanin
but everything happens for a reason (everything happens for a reason)
i dont even know what i should say
cause im an idiot
a loser, microphone abuser
i analyze every second i exist
beatin on my mind every second with my fists
and everybody wanna run (wanna run)
everybody wanna hide from the gun (hide from the gun)
you can take a ride through this life if you want
but you cant take the edge off the knife (no sir)
and now you want your money back (money back)
but your denied cause your brains fried from the sack
and there aint nothin i can do
cause life is a lesson
you learn it when your through
i know why you wanna hate me (wanna hate me)
i know why you wanna hate me (know why you wanna hate me)
i know why you wanna hate me (know why you wanna hate me)
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
i know why you wanna hate me (why you wanna hate me)
i know why you wanna hate me (you wanna hate me)
now i know why you wanna hate me (wanna hate me)
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
know why you wanna hate me
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
know you wanna hate me
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
now i know why
now i know why
now i know why
now i know why
now i know why you wanna hate me
now i know why you wanna hate me
now i know why you wanna hate me
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately
cause hate is all the world has even seen lately

Yea it is long but true

And now the song for today the 2nd most played  song on my ipod
My Generation - Limp Bizkit

22 Feb - Scorpin Ready To Sting

So today, fucking amazing to say the least. Awesome in every sense of the word. Today I have seen people depressed, struggling, taking control, over thinking and just been plain bitchy. To all those people I say fuck it. To day has been awesome. This week is guna be awesome. Freedom, support, and a conflict. These are only understood by me and me alone.

So that's enough about our group. Thanks to days of, I have a pile of home work due tomorrow. Also no one guessed what the title meant. So where do I get my title from today?

Song. Legend of a song, perfect for this moment. Perfect for our group
Take a Look Around - Limp Bizkit

21 Feb - Light Tank of the GLA

So today did nothing, why?

Because I wanted a slow day, for once.

Anyhow one thing I have did was move the cows off the turnips, running through turnips is hard, chasing cows around a hill is worse, doing them both together, lets just say, colourful words.

Spent the afternoon laxing out and thinking about the past and yes I agree with some off the remarks made about me so I  guess you can say I am guna change.

Oh and a note, I didn't write that poem in yesterdays post, it seems like some people thought I did. I wish I did, but I didn't.

Yea also I am dropping the high and low thing since, yea it was just pointless.

Anyhow also I wanted to ask you guys what my blog was like now since I have changed it?

Also bonus prize for the person who figures out where my title of this post came from.

Song - Someday - Nickelback

20 Feb - This is surprising

 So today I was guuna go for a goat shoot but the guy I was going with didn't have any petrol. Last night was certinly 'interesting' to say the least. Before tea I was moving firewood from about 5 to 9 without a tea stop. It was just the fustrated mood I was in. I only stopped because I ran out of fire wood to move. It was tempting to move it all out of the shed and start again. But then the light had faded so I went in side.

The events that followed were a shell shocking experience which I still haven't gotten to grips with sort of. I feel free. Found out two of my ex's hate me. This would annoy most. But nah it is refreshing. I am actually pleased. That feeling of freedom. Not having to worry about stepping on your ex's toes for when the next girl comes along. Which with recent information doesn't seem to far off if that is what I want.

This brings me to another point I wanted to say. On Thursday in group I saw a poster that meant allot

'How are you going to discover new ocean's if you don't lose sight of the shore'

 This has a clear message and I speaks to me allot. I know people have been telling me to be positive. But my own words don't help me. But this saying did, it helped ALLOT actually.

Now another thing I wanted to say. People have asked me where I have gotten my poems from or what is my inspiration. My inspiration is this poem here
THE GOLDEN ANTLERED STAG

Out upon the southern rangers,
In the land of bush and snow
Lived an old and malformed stag
Who had many wounds to show

Resting in the blue-grass basin
Near his favourite water hole
He was thinking of the Golden-
Antlered Stag of long ago

When a little flock of keas
Settled on the rock above him
So he bade them to come near
That his story they might hear

Fly down here, pretty keas
And my story I'll unfold
Of the famous thirty-pointer
Who had antlers of pure gold

And the flock of mountain birds
Drew around in manner mild
Then the ancient stag addresses them
In the language of the wilds

He was first seen by the Maoris
In the days of long ago
And strange rumours spread about him
Reached the men who lust for gold

Out they come with many horses
Loaded high with food and guns
And by strange and varied courses
Went upon his trail at once

Butchers, bakers, cabinetmakers
Bookies, Blacksmith, two-up kings
And one ancient undertaker
Swelled the crowd that hunted him

Total war was nothing to it
'Twas not safe to show outside'
For the mob had started shooting
Anything they saw on sight

Station owners got the wind up
For the casualties now ran
Seven dogs and sixteen horses
Twenty cattle and a man

But old golden antlers beat them
To a marathon did treat them
Stalk for hours then they'd see him
On a mountain miles away

One by one they grew disheartened
Worn out by the greed of gain
And the stag when they departed
Still the monarch of the range

And if moonlight flying
You should chance to settle by him
Do not fear to see him vanish
Like a phantom in the sky

Out upon the southern ranger
In New Zealand's no-man's-land
Roams the stag with golden antlers
Stalkers get him if you can